my PAST

Sad to say but that's the fact, I don't have any reason at all to return back on my past. May be because of noone or it's just nothing so special about it. Most of my pasts are moments of forgettable. I don't like what happened. Honestly, I really did not enjoy and made some fun before unlike these days. I did not have a group to call and happy moments were few. I don't know why but I am so insecure with those people who made fun time together with their friends during their HIGH SCHOOL DAYS. If I would be given a chance to return back during my high school days, I'll definitely grab it. Know why? It's because I want to gather many happy moments together with my classmates so that I will gain their attention and find a group where I belong to. Come to think of it, those times of mine are not so memorable because of my attitudes showed. Those times, I was not yet confident about myself. I was not yet loud and vocal about my feelings. I always tried to hide myself so that I won't be noticed by many. Wait, so now I realize that it was my fault by not having any special moments before...toinkz..hahahaha ^_^ ... Anyways, Is it me or just so many factors that's why I weren't able to be so happy during those times...hay! so sad and insecure...All I can say is that somehow it's good to know that I met people who became part of my past..=)