My happiness

Not only in physical and emotional states but also in spiritual matters, I am happy. Before, I usually say I’m not yet contented and happy with what I have but now, I realize that many things give me so much reason to be happy. Honestly, I’m a type of person who is very materialistic. I want all my favorite possessions be granted. I’m not contented with few things but many. I want to have all the trends in this world. That’s why before my implication about being happy is to have all my desires. Although I keep on aiming to have lots of material things in this world and I am still not contented about those stuffs, I was given so much happiness by my family, friends and GOD who stick to me whatever happens. To know that kind of thing, I become so overwhelm and gratified. Sometimes, I am sad because I can’t have the material things which I am aiming for but come to think of it, even if I get my aspired stuff, I don’t really feel a last long happiness. It’s just like I became happy just for a short period of time and that’s it, after that I will still continue on asking for more material things in this world and I think it won’t be stop unless all the material things in this world will vanish which is very impossible to happen. Isn’t it? Unlike the happiness which was supplied by my loved ones and GOD, it lasts for a very long time and sometimes, it brings me tears of joy because of the happiness which I feel because of them. It’s good to know that I have a source of happiness and I feel so lucky to have them.