who will you going to choose?

Who will you gonna choose? the people whom you want or the people whom you need? Actually, it's a bit confusing to answer that kind of question. When I started to ask that to myself, I am in the state of commotion...hahaha^_^ ... I don't know what I have to choose or should I have choose between the two?? Gosh!! COMMOTION COMMOTION! waaahhh...Everyone knows that there is a BIG DIFFERENCE between need and want..right?! Need is a necessity or the one that is required while want is just one's decision or one's likeness, it is just base only to oneself. Isn't it right or left?! *lol* just kidding...Actually, I value both of them but if I will base my feelings for them, of course I choose my want rather than my need but it is wrong. Needs are very essential and must not be taken away. They must be my companions whatever happens. They must be my chosen one but it is not the scenario right now. It's a big opposite! It's just like everything that must be in my need, it is now in my want. Confusing? Yeah, right! very very confusing...*roar*...I try to reach out for my need because I think I misinterpret their doings for me but I can't see if it is really wrong or just be intentional or they don't really know that I was been left behind since they give me a less attention. *sigh* What should I do? Everything I feel is turning to worthless emotions. As of now, I love my wants but someday I'm hoping that I will love my needs more than my wants... *smile*